Im lonely.
It’s been over 3 weeks since my husband went away, 3 long and lonely weeks.
The children are fine and i have discovered i can cope perfectly well with all 3 alone. We are keeping busy and the kids are distracted by the new kitty. From 6am to 6pm things are fine, once the kids are in bed i get sad.
I hate the freedom, i miss having someone to talk to. I miss having hubby come home and telling him everything the kids done that day. I miss having someone tell me i cannot go to bed yet as it is only 7 o’clock and i miss having a reason to keep the place clean.
I am becoming lazy; i am tired all the time. I cannot face anything, i don’t want to blog or tweet. I don’t want to do anything other than sleep the days away. Every day that ends means him coming home is closer.
I want him back, i want to be fighting with him and getting annoyed with his mess or not getting out of bed. I was cuddles and i want to watch Lost darn it.
I know i am lucky, i have something special with my husband and being away from him is not natural. But he will be back, life will become normal again .
I will just be lonely in the mean time.
Big hug from me.
ReplyDeleteThat sounds so tough. Hang in there xx
((hugs)) Laura.
ReplyDeleteI can only imagine how hard. John has only ever been away for a couple days at a time and I find that to be tough.
(((hugs))) and lots of them.
ReplyDeleteugh...there is nothing worse. hugs from us too.
ReplyDeleteWhen you're distracted with the children I can imagine it's easy to deal with, lots of time on your own is hard though. Hope it's not too long before he's back? A ((hug)) from me too.
ReplyDeleteOh sweety, it'll be over before you know it.
ReplyDelete((((hugs)))) xx
Gosh, that sounds really tough. At least the kids provide some distraction:)
ReplyDelete**Hugs!! Stay Strong! You've done so well.. I freak when the OH goes out for the night! Could not imagine spending a few days away from him.xx
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